Heal You - Praveen Rufus - "My Buddy"

A Dream is a wish of your own heart,

Even Miracles take a little time,

When your Sprit is strong, but your flesh is weak,

Stuck in Maze…..

I still haven’t found what I’m looking for,

Is it love that I’m searching for?

I wear my heart upon my sleeve,

Would you believe?

Life will lead you home,

Love is what you need to show,

And I will try to heal you.

I hide my tears when I say your name,

But, the pain in my heart is still the same,

You should know love is not a game,

Oh! Who is to blame?

Life will lead you home,

Love is what you need to show,

And I will try to heal you.

Do what you love and love what you do,

Its true love to let it go,

If you never got your heart broken,

You will never learn to love.

Accept the things, to which fate binds you,

And love the people with whom fate brings you

But do love them with all your heart,

Don’t you forget?

For everything there is Season,

You left me alone without a reason,

April Showers brings May flowers,

Don’t let your eyes shed tears.

In the end, the love you take,

Is equal to the love you make

When you reach the top don’t you ever think,

That you have achieved

Because that’s when your climb begins,

And your life regains,

And try to spread your wings and fly.

HHHhhhhhhhhhhhhh

By Praveen Rufus

A Dream on Edge - Praveen Rufus - "My Buddy"

A Dream on Edge

Just because of Crying,

Doesn’t Mean I’m Sad,

Doesn’t Mean I’m in Pain

Doesn’t Mean I have gone insane.

You should keep your memories

With a little care,

It means you have a,

Future happiness to share.

There might be a Violence,

It’s all part of War,

Doesn’t mean I don’t care,

Cause a long may come a better life.

A Dream on Edge……

Every road I ever tried was locked,

Every Chord I ever tried to play

What Went Wrong! ….

You just lighten up my life,

With your Little Smile,

I thought you Were Mine,

I thought my life had got a Shine.

I just tried to act Cool,

But, ended up locking like a fool,

I only have my eyes for you,

And I cry, till my eyes drain out of tears…..

A dream on edge….

I just tried to take the heat off me,

O!O! You’re just a pain for me,

And I bleed myself dry for you….

Because dreams on edge waits for no one….

By RUFUS.W

Here I am This is Me, There Is No Where Else On This World I'd Rather Be

Here I am with my two buddies ..... Praveen Rufus and Jayanth
Enjoying working aka hanging together ......

Few patients here and there...

One completely Forsaken P.I.
And a few good colleagues to work with....
They are the only driving force which helps this place to run....

If any of you wanna learn true Clinical Research meaning you gotta be here.....Here they teach you what ....They don't teach in class...

Life Goes On .....On and On and On

As I faintly remember one of my staff during the six month of theory said this line...

"Every Day Is Rarely The Same"

Now I can relate to what it means..Everyday is new day a new experience its like a dream....

Its hard to believe... You go to the same place everyday, and meet the same people whom you work with...But some how feels different.....

Searching my soul and true identity in a world of nothingness...

Its like crying to the void...

Feeling empty....

The excitement lost.. Some friends turning no so friendly...

Some new friends....

Any way I was never lucky with friends no wonder I was raised alone.....

Till this day...I just Wish...... Wish something /someone can help me...

I know it ain't gonna happen...

Still hoping...

After lots of advices from friends and other sources..I just engaged by self to work constantly.. never to think of my loneliness....

I help others when I got no work for myself...

I only wish a true loving soul can help...

Nobody needs my love...

Only thing that's holding me is my parents and hope of finding my missing piece...

I feel like having a Black Hole instead of Heart....

Everything goes inside and still the Hole is empty.....

Bye Bye Oncology , Good Morning Cardiology

Yes after long hours of serious working in Apollo Specialty Teynampet....

I finally get to move to Tondairpet Apollo .....

Well I am miss my newly made friends from there...... I tried to extend my internship there but unfortunately....

My superiors wanted me to gain more experience at various fields of medical science...

So I had to shift from Oncology to Cardiology...
"All's Well Well Ends Well"....

I am hoping that firmly with my fingers crossed...

Along with me all my friends are also shifting places.....

Well Good Luck To All Of Us....